There's a light, defeating my darkness.
Okay...so I got some more followers....:)
And because of this, I decided that I’m gonna try to communicate to you guys more. I’m sorry that I’m so bad at that, its not that I haven’t wanted to talk to my followers, I just always figured that they wouldn’t want to really talk to me…. So….If you guys are curious about me, or want to know my testimony, or want advice… I’m TOTALLY willing...
andieg: Harbor me in the eye of the storm. I’m holding on to the love You swore.
onlyunfailinglove: No more sadness. No more bondage. No more depression. No more regret. No more struggling. No more unhappiness. No more loneliness. No more devastation. No more cutting. No more worthlessness. No more darkness. No more weeping. No more sickness. No more guilt. No more worries. No more anxiety. No more stress. No more weakness. No more hiding. No more hurt. ...
A kiss may ruin a human life.– Oscar Wilde (via absea)
To walk out of His will is to walk into nowhere.– C.S. Lewis (via lyonsbrandon) trying to remember this right now.
I hate you todd.
I hate the way you make me feel. I hate the way you degrade me. I hate the way I can never do anything right in your eyes. I hate the way you can clearly communicate with just one look how much I disgust you. I hate the way you’ll lead me on but then never admit that you actually find me attractive. I hate the way I’ll do anything to make you happy but all you do is look for a way to...
I called in sick.
and now I’m going to hide in my bed all day long. I’m not gonna eat anything, i’m not coming out. I don’t want to. I’m so tired of living this life. I miss my family (including my two best friends), I feel completely empty without them near me and I’m sick of just “getting through” each day. So today, I refuse to get through. I’m lying in bed....
Late at night
littlemissgirlscout: I can’t be alone with my thoughts. I start worrying questioning rethinking things. I think I’m confident, but I worry I’m not. I think I can do this, but I worry that I can’t. Some nights, every night I hate distance. Some nights, every night I hate myself.
pitchblackglow: i can’t tell if we’re flirting or not and it’s torture.
tonight ABSOLUTELY sucked. I was humiliated, shamed, made fun of, and completely destroyed. wow.
work time. bleh.